"Live Forever"

Katima Wonderers vs King Fisher event featuring Bella Harris - 30 June 2013

The details of the event are as follows:

Do's and Don'ts of Relationshionships

Five simple Bella Harris Dating rules:

1. Never indulge in your partner's past.

2. Never ask questions.

3. Never love fully.

4. Always keep your options open.

5. Never have any expectations.

Happiness is a Choice!!!

Bella Harris

I'm a Queen, not out of pride or thinking i'm better than everybody but in confidence. People like thinking they're just average & ordinary like everybody else but the reality is, there is nothing ordinary about anybody. Each of us is a masterpiece, unique...that's why nobody has the same fingerprints as you do, not even your identical twin. There's only one you and there'll never be another you. A wise man said "believing that you're nothing special prevents you from soaring higher, saying negative things about yourself is putting a curse on your fortune".  

BEFORE I self-destruct

Everyday I fight these demons, the voices inside get louder and I can't take it no more! You see a broken girl, but i'm just trynna piece her together. Too many people trying to live my life, too many voices trying to speak for me. Will you ever know the real me, the one that's in the back of it all thinking "what has become of me?". Will I just forever be another character residing in this body. I'm a troubled child that needs you to see the pain behind the smile. I'm a strong woman that needs you to understand the story behind these scars. I need you to know that i'm just trying to find the me that got lost along the way (Namataa), when the innocence was lost, when my life was endangered and I had to man up to survive through it. Why am I so hard on myself? Cos there is no room for the weak in this wicked world. I'm just trying to understand the life I was given and maybe I will figure out my purpose in it all. I cry from inside but them tears never fall, the kinda hurt I can't describe but the pain never shows. It's sad to know that you take a hard look at me but you'll never even begin to understand what goes on in this head. You sympathize with me, but you don't feel the burden I carry. I don't need your fucking sympathy, wipe that pity off your face.

These Foolish Games

Miss Get It If I Want I It

Haven't blogged in a minute, *sigh*, I guess judgement day has come for me, the day everybody felt they're entitled to an opinion about me. When suddenly everybody felt they knew my life story just cos of a few misinterpreted lines, tweets and sh*t & nobody bothered to ask me what I was onto, not even for a comment? Dang!!!

I'm Sorry, I Cant Change For You

"Bella Harris"

To Whom It May Concern:

I am sorry that I am not the perfect little friend you wanted me to be, i'm selfish and you came into my life a  little bit too late for me to care about your feelings. I wish I felt bad for not caring that much, I would've probably cared if you hadn't tried to blame me for what happened 'cause when it melts down to it, it wasn't on me or you but the other person.

How Did I Get Here - Regrets!!!

I miss me, when did I become this weak? 
How did I become a girl that needs to be needed? 
When did I start to care? 
When did I start putting other people's needs first before mine? 
Why am I fighting so hard?
Is this even my war to fight?
When did I start seeking people's recognition?
What happened to me just being me even without other people's approval?
Is this what I have become?
Is this the life that I chose to live?
Surrounded by fake people that constantly judge me?
When did I start feeling like I gotta keep pleasing people that don't even a fuck about me?
Is this what I really wanna be?
What happened to me?
How did I lose myself, where did I go? 
Where is the me that I used to know?
I WANT HER BACK!!!

DONT WAIT TILL I'M GONE

DONT WAIT TILL I'M GONE

I dont kno why people ONLY show this love when a person is dead that they never show when a person's still alive. When I die, dont post shit on my wall, just go on with yo lives as you've always done (esp if you've NEVER posted on my wall before), inbox me if you are so sure that I will see it. All im sayin is, DONT WAIT TILL I'M GONE to show me love, else dont fake the concern when I die.

10 Reasons Why I Hate My Bootycall!!

"Bella Harris"

10 Reasons Why I Hate You:

10. You don't appreciate me and my effort of being the best  I can be for YOU.
9. You are blinded by the fame, you can't separate the real from the fake...you got me misunderstood, my intentions are good! I hate you for thinking I need you cos of your fame.
8. I hate you for all the times you made me feel good, too good, when it was just all fun and games.
7. I hate you for not being able to see that I've begun to really like you.
6. I hate you for not letting me go cos then I can't move on when I can still access your body. If you hated me it'd be much easier for me to hate you.

Introducing The Alter-Egos

Meet Bella Harris the go-getter a.k.a Miss-Get-It-if-I-Want-It

Meet Denise Harris the Doppelganger-the bad bitch

And then meet L3 the Combination of Both

How I Fell For a Rapper (story of my life)

Dumb As It Sounds, Here It Goes..........

I received a call from my producer friend (who shall remain nameless) telling me he was hosting a young party, and asked me to come thru...i'm never on time, so I went there 3hours later; 23h30!

At that point, niggas were half-way thru the drinks...a specific somebody (rapper) stepped to me minutes later, he probably figured that the night is almost over it's about that time he scored somebody to go home with.

He told me that he needed a favor, he needed to talk to me privately...the only thing I thought was "broke ass nigga, you need cab money?"-BUT I was wrong of course, it wasn't about cab money.

So, we headed to the bathroom for that "private talk', the only place that wasn't occupied at the time. When we got there, this nigga closes the door, standing 3 centimetres away from me literally! He gathered the GUTS to look me in the eye and told me the most ridonkeylous conceited shit ever, he said "I need to pee, can you help me take it out?", in my mind i'm like "little nigga, you cornered the wrong bitch!" but what came outta my mouth was "open the door, lemme go.", of course he didn't! He said "I will let you leave if you kiss me", at this point i'm thinking to myself  "you're cute & all, and I probably would've laid you if you came at me correct cos you look like you can do some shit".

Seen At Places

Bella Harris with producer R.U.K at The Tribe show - 25 January 2013

Bella Harris and sister Mamiey at The Tribe show - 25 January 2013

Bella Harris with singer/rapper Lil D at The Tribe show - 25 January 2013

Miss Conceited- BH a.k.a Miss-Get-It-If-I-Want-It

i'm probably the most narcissistic human being ever, I wake up every morning at 05h45 just to stand in the mirror for a good 10minutes appreciating God's work!!! Of course I don't wait for verification from anybody to tell me i'm hot, when I know I am. I'm a confident B*tch With Attitude - Bella  Harris

"Bella Harris"

Hell, I Said It!!!

Pardon this blog entry cos I got brothers and sisters here but God I wanna say this out loud.

We ALL have that one fuck you wish you could take back!

When you were too blinded by horny and you thought you were in-love with someone until after the fuck and the whole view changed, you realized that it wasn't even necessary to enter that relationship, the need wasn't even that urgent after all...but no matter what, you just can't take that fuck back!!!

And then there's that ONE fuck you wish you wouldn't have pursued cos it just turned out to be soo good you keep going back for more when you're not supposed to!!!

story of my life